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So the webmasters asked me to
write
about myself:
Cairo 10 Jan 2004
Well...
I told them If I'm writing about myself I'd rather be really
honest. I try to be... at least with myself!.
I asked myself..
How honest Could I be anyway with my own self, and thus with anyone
else?, I'll start with myself!
I asked myself:
Could I be Really 100% honest?
Notice the
"Could I" part
meaning
Could I tell everything about myself, about my life, my
stories, findings, beliefs?
Could I be
50% or
10%
honest?
and hide the "private" rest?
I found myself asking:
Should I be Really 100% honest?
Notice the
"Should I" part
meaning
Should I really do it?
and Why Should I?
To share my knowledge and experience with everyone?!
Well, but Should I do that to everyone or to a selected people that I
care for?
so honest
to ALL or SOME people?
Even if it is possible?
that is I Could and I Should!
Would I like to be honest?
Notice the
"Would I" part
meaning
Would I really like to be admittedly an open book to everyone?
and What happens If I change, or develop to someone else!
Well may be I should date it
and say this is me today and only today!! Does that make sense?
Do we change at all afterall?
or Should I write about who I think I am in general. parts of me that I
believe is unchageable... Born with it, my DNA as I think it is??
so be
honest about me or my DNA?
even if If I reach an agreement that (Lets say)
I Could only be 10% honest & that
I Should be honest only to some people.
Would I still like it?
so in summary:
Could I be honest?
Should I be honest?
Would
I be honest?
Amazingly my answer is
I COULD
I SHOULD
I WOULD
SO HERE WE GO:
As a child:
I longed for balance in my life, I longed to have a stable life, I
longed for happiness.
As a teen
ager: I developed an intimate personal conversation with myself,
I even kept a diary.
That was crucial in developing the artist in me, I even started
my first artistic outlet, a school under-cover magazine!. It was then I
knew I could, I should and I prooved to myself I would... be myself.
It was then that I learned the beauty of literature, theatre, film, all
art forms really.
As a man,
I knew I am closer to the real test. To really be honest with thyself
and stand up for who I am.
Be a real Man.
But it took much longer than I ever expected. 10 years I say.
more later...
Cairo 27 March 2004
I'm
Back... (..well Later..!)
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